My Ordination Journey | A Time of Reflection and Resilience
Incense wafting heavenward is
impaled by the sun hurled shaft
of light, white light, beaming
down through the dusty air —
a moment — a prayer — “O Father!”
Nimrod Scott
The days leading up to my ordination were both challenging and deeply contemplative. I faced physical limitations due to a second operation on my back, which resulted in strict instructions to avoid bending, twisting, or lifting at all costs.
Introduction
The days leading up to my ordination were both challenging and deeply contemplative. I faced physical limitations due to a second operation on my back, which resulted in strict instructions to avoid bending, twisting, or lifting at all costs.
On top of this, essential matters, such as finding cover for Fr. David during his upcoming UK Organ Recital Tour, added to the pre-ordination stress. However, amidst these difficulties, I turned to prayer and self-reflection, seeking strength and guidance for the momentous day ahead.
A Hurdle to Overcome
As the date of my ordination approached, the physical challenges I faced seemed daunting. The second operation on my back meant adhering to strict restrictions, which required me to be extra cautious in my movements. Not being able to bend or twist felt like a significant hurdle to overcome, particularly during the preparations for the ceremony. Yet, I remained determined to embrace this journey with unwavering resolve.
A Heartfelt Mission
Amidst the preparations, an essential task was arranging cover for Fr. David during his forthcoming UK Organ Recital Tour. This responsibility weighed heavily on my mind, and I knew it required meticulous planning and coordination. I will delve into the details of this mission in another post, but suffice it to say that ensuring everything was in place was crucial to allow me to focus on my ordination fully.
Moments of Reflection
In the days leading up to the ordination, my mind was filled with thoughts and emotions. I took time for introspection, reflecting on my spiritual journey, and seeking clarity on the path I was about to embark upon. The significance of the upcoming event resonated deeply within me, and I knew it was essential to align my intentions with my faith.
A Sanctuary of Prayer
Prayer became my refuge during this time of uncertainty and anticipation. I turned to God for strength, wisdom, and reassurance. Each day, I sought solace in the quiet moments of prayer, finding peace in knowing that I was not alone on this journey. The divine’s support, encouragement, and love from those around me fortified my spirit and instilled a sense of calm as the day of ordination drew near.
The Day Approaches
As the countdown to the momentous day began, I felt excitement and nervousness. The culmination of years of preparation and dedication was about to unfold, and I embraced the significance of this milestone in my spiritual calling. Despite the physical limitations, I knew that this journey was much more than the physical aspects; it was a profound inner transformation and a reaffirmation of my faith.
Conclusion
The days leading up to my ordination were a testament to resilience, reflection, and faith. The physical challenges I faced reminded me of the strength within, and the responsibility of arranging cover for Fr. David’s tour taught me the importance of meticulous planning. Above all, I found solace and guidance in prayer, which anchored my spirit and prepared me for the meaningful day ahead. As I walked toward the threshold of ordination, I knew I was not alone, and the support of my faith community and the divine bolstered my resolve. With a heart full of gratitude and anticipation, I embraced the future with faith and trust in the path set before me.
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About Rev Lloyd Hobbard-Mitchell
Rev. Lloyd Hobbard-Mitchell, an Englishman deeply connected to Thailand, was ordained to the Sacred Priesthood on 28th May 2023.
In addition to his religious journey, he has worked as an online English teacher and pursued a career as an artist. He has also operated a tour desk business with his wife within international brand hotels.
Lloyd has extensive experience in the voluntary sector, specifically in addressing homelessness and social welfare.
He is a Fellow of the Royal Geographical Society and embraces opportunities to meet new people, see new places, explore cultural similarities, and celebrate differences.